Chapter 9: Trayvon — Sex, prefer, and Like in Prison5

Chapter 9: Trayvon — Sex, prefer, and Like in Prison5

What’s love got to accomplish along with it?

Ended up being we ever deeply in love with Trayvon, or had been i simply permitting him have exactly exactly exactly what he wanted I wanted from him from me to get the help & protection? Ended up being Trayvon actually in love beside me, or did he simply desire sex and usage of my canteen account?

Considering Trayvon — yes, their love ended up being genuine, and stayed genuine also when I ended up being composing this over 6 months following the final time we saw one another. I do believe from it in this manner: I happened to be not really the obvious older white guy he wanted was to mooch off somebody for him to start hitting on if all. I will be a reasonably stingy coot that is old Trayvon learned that in the beginning. Additionally, in it to mooch he’d have kicked my memory to the curb and found another sugar daddy ASAP when I left — but six months later that did not seem to have happened if he was just. Therefore i really believe there is one thing genuine whenever he will say, “There’s only 1 guy I’m entirely fucked up over around here, and that is you, Z! ”

Think about me personally? Right right right Here the clear answer is — no, I happened to be never ever deeply in love with Trayvon and I’m maybe perhaps not now. I happened to be whilst still being have always been deeply in love with my now ex-wife. But I became and still have always been in as with Trayvon. Me he loved me and attempt to get us to react in sort, that’s what i usually told him: “I don’t love you, Trayvon, but I’m positively in just as in you. Continue reading “Chapter 9: Trayvon — Sex, prefer, and Like in Prison5”